ch-2

healing "touch"

"1, you are a very good motivator/ coach"

"1, you are a great planner/strategist"

well thank you, says 1

what if 1 apply these skills in a way that they benefit a number of urban Indians through group sessions and also maybe rural citizens through outreach program. wouldn't that be swell?

psychoanalysis:

why does 1 fear every time when 2 and 3 apparently get closer to each other than 1... in 1's own mind? Often when 2 claims that they haven't been in touch with 3 and why does 1 have repeated thoughts about 3 from time to time? Often to such an extent that 1 cannot "enjoy" the songs or activity that they have been indulging in that moment for a few moments. It is often not that 1 thought of 3 again but also that 1 THOUGHT OF 3 AGAIN, AGAIN. again.

even if for a slight moment, it was again. and maybe that is something that embarrasses 1 more in a way that they hate. it often seemed to 1 that 2 and 3 had more fun than when 1 and 2 and 1 and 3. this is psychoanalysis...

1 doesn't want 2 and 3 to have more fun especially since 1 themselves don't seem to enjoy any company. this brings us to the psychoanalysis vs CBT debate.

whats wrong with 1. really... whats wrong.

1 would often wont like to believe in the diagnosing business, but 1 would also want a diagnosis so that they can "explain" their misery in a better way. does this make sense?

what happened to 1 man. seriously 1 has been feeling odd since childhood. 1 is sufficiently privileged but often thinks that it has been the chain that has led to stagnancy. however 1 also realises that privilege has helped them stay sufficiently comfortable and possibly secure...even in the future. even if 1 has their doubt about other numbers like 4,5,6,7 and so on...

1 is indeed unique.

more special than 0. 0 wishes they were 1.

who is zero?

only 1 can tell.