2024-11-09

ghivurvire: (noun): a imaginary place one goes to when the mental load exceeds the reality formation in their brain

writing (verb): the act of spinning lies from your mind on to a medium

2024-10-30

There was a boy named Aundry. He was very talented. Yet he gained no success.

He squandered his potential. All due to one thing. And that was sleeping a lot and avoiding the outside world.

2024-10-28

I walk down a forest

I see a stream pass by

I walk on a bridge over

The bridge breaks and I fall

I almost drown but it's not my fault

It is difficult to come back

2024-10-26

healing "touch"

"1, you are a very good motivator/ coach"

"1, you are a great planner/strategist"

well thank you, says 1

what if 1 apply these skills in a way that they benefit a number of urban Indians through group sessions and also maybe rural citizens through outreach program. wouldn't that be swell?

2024-10-26

Performing inception on self via marinating on ideas

contd from ch-1.01:

Here is how I am going to change my beliefs and identity:

1. Insight gathered ->

2. Write in my own words: the interpretation without worrying about the accuracy & decide action items based on my context ->

2024-10-25

Marination of ideas- a personal observation

the thoughts that stay with you, that get repeated, that marinate in your brain are the thoughts that essentially impact your emotions and then in a very consequential sense your behaviour

2024-10-28

It's been 5 months since we last spoke. I was looking forward for months to write you a letter as promised on the fated day in October. To you and other person in your last institute who is still there. Although I promised her in the early days of October before saying that I am okay now. Okay in the sense that I don't want to talk to her anymore, okay in the sense that talking to her often reminds me that I am in a crisis.